recently sick jorr er.. almost whole week liao sick jorr.. i feel lik wan to suicide.. feel so useless in da world.. so worthless.. lik no 1 k mii anymore.. go to skul jau nott vv happy.. steph lik dun k mii jorr.. tht dae sundae juz broke up wip fusin so kinda sad.. mondae go to skull i sat behind.. steph, gina all in front.. den steph touch my head... i ignore her n luk down act read book.. den she told nie n gina tht i ignore her n dun choi her.. so i went in class late.. tht time i was not feeling well.. so no mood.. sat on my place which is beside steph den she ask mi y.. i sae not feeling well n sick.. she lik dun k n dun blieff.. so she call mii do humwork caz i wun do humwork.. den v argue caz of tht.. i sit by not facing her n cry.. haih.. gina kip on call mi dun cry but at last steph make mii smile bck.. haih.. den afta recess steph hab to kawad so she went to toilet n chg her clothe n straight away go without telling mii.. haih.. so sad.. sat alone in my place n an empty place beside mii.. haih.. lonely~ i hav to be lonely fer 3 hour.. haih.. vv charm.. so go bek jau told mum tht i sick n didnt go tuition.. watch tv till wanna slp tht time.. den next dae jau got cirit.. haih.. didnt go skul n ictl class lo.. none of em sms mii n ask mii y i didnt go to skul except gina.. haih.. steph didnt even sms mii.. so sad la.. even chieyean gor oso dun k mii liao.. it is reli big diff tht a gor hab gf n no gf.. he lik dun k mii n dun love mii anymore.. he together bck wip tht gerl er.. vv sad er.. he lik dun reli love mi as last time.. i cnt kawad so cnt wip gina they all.. they hav so much fun together.. vv jlous.. vv hurt.. den i sae gor on9 so chat wip him.. he is lik totally diff.. reli dun love mii anymore.. i reli lik wan to end up all da relationship wip all my god bro! reli sad n even cry.. i reli love tiz god bro.. but now vv dissapointed on him.. haih.. vv speechless!
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the one n only one che yan! 10.07pm 26 march 2008.. crying~
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