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hate my self soo much! argh.. haih.. so useless,stupid,worthless! haih.. y does everyone nid to jlous mii? i hab nth to gib u guys to jlous especially steph! owezz jlous jlous jlous n jlous! dunnoe jlous wat.. haih.. she sae i got many ppl k mii.. she oso same la.. everyone call mi to take kaiire of her! den hu take kaiires of mii? i reli useless! haih.. honestly i kinda hate steph de.. owezz jlous mii.. den wen im sad dun k abt mii n didnt even k to bother.. den wen she sad wat i do? i try my best to make her happy bek.. i even hug her.. almost an hour to make her bck happy.. i didnt gib up on tht.. but she? wen i no mood she oni will make u happy a while den fade up agains cold war den dun k u.. u die oso nvm la.. haih.. she owezz sae tht im pretty n she argly.. actualli is not! im not perfect at all.. steph oso more pweetie n kiiut la.. wen during she on9 she chat wip loh brothers la.. i oso not qualify enuf to chat wip em la.. but she does.. lik she wanna prove sumting n let mii c.. haih.. in skul jau sumtime ignore mii lik todae.. haih.. lik im stranger! hate tht feeling.. loneliess.. haih.. our relationship is goin further further n further.. miles away! during holiday i jlous n angry wip her but wen i knew tht she is goin to move to johore tht time, i cant hold my tears n kip on rolling down.. i relli dunnoe y! haih.. relli painfull tht feeling! haih.. i wish i could live happily n enjoy wen in skul... no more tear n worry! since steph here, she brought mii happiness n sadness.. but mostly is sadness.. jlous each rthe! haih.. sumtimes she dun tink fer mii.. dunnoe be jie n mui fer wat.. haih.. definately dunnoe each rthe feeling n sumtime kip secret! haih.. feel vv depress on it! dissapointed! neway im happy to noe you.. even in next generation!! friendship will not end! =)