kinda bc

these few day kinda bc erk.. chie yean gor oso kip on complaining tht i didnt blog erk so now still got lil bit time n blog jor sin so my 2pid gor can c wen he on9 larhs.. hehe.. bc of study n this n tht.. haih.. chiu nie quit from tuition edi.. haih.. in tt is 1 part tht i can realli talk n play wip her n now she oso quit liao, feel lik no meaning tuition dere nemore.. in skul i cant get to play n chat wip her.. cant share wip her anything n just lidat.. i relli dunnoe wat to do.. haih. wateva oso i will nvr try to lost her.. she is my most best fren in my life.. love her so much!! cary jie always tink at negative side such as i dun wan her, boring wip her.. actualli im not! she getting more close n close wip steph.. i kinda vv angry of her!! n it made mi n cary de relationship go further n further.. haih. i reli dunnoe wat they wanna wan.. i will never forgive my self.!! mi n steph jau got kinda prob. v realise tht sumting happen.. but nvm la. if she reli love him de hua, i can gv up on it caz mi n her no point of it. so beta i gv up caz i dun wan to hurt anyone nemore.. haih. tht day i was absent n steph emo whole dae wen in skul.. haih.. dunnoe wat she wan n tinking. ytd wee lian prepare a present to gv chiu nie de caz he noe tht chiu nie gonna quit n ytd is her last day. unfortunately chiu nie didnt cum.. he so dissapointed, so do i.. haix. i reli misses her lots. tht present wrapped nicely derh n cant blv cnt gv her, haih. he was so upset n cry wen teacher is teaching. while tht time wan mei gv bck mi da lollipop tht she took frm chiu nie on monday. tht lollipop shud be mine but i didnt take it n return bck to nie. it happen few week ago lerhh but monday wan mei took tht lollipop liao so ytd she gv it to mi, i sae i dun wan it. den joanne took da lollipop n wanted to gv wee lian as kenangan. at 1st i tot she was joking so i dun k her. den she turn bck n gv tht lollipop to wee lian. joanne sae loudly ' is chiu nie gv u derh' wee lian dun blv n laugh. den joanne sae agen loudly ' reli chiu nie derh' so mi n wan mei kip on laugh n laugh. our maths teacher kip on luking at us laughing.. lol. roflmao. hahahahaha. laugh till stomach pain la weh. so wee lian kip on luking da lollipop as chiu nie. swt! he too love nie la weh. so wen science joanne go tel him ' eat la, chiu nie gv u de' i kip on laughing n our science teacher luk at us n sae ' got story? wan cum out n tell?' so wee lian quickly pretending finding books..lmao. lol. den jau lidat finish tt lerh.. so miss chiu nie. sob. usualli wen v go out, i wearing shoe. chiu nie will help mi tek my bag derh but now joanne help mi lerh. last time mi n chiu nie smiling n laughing wen goin down da stairs but now.......... haix. speechless.


30th april 2008, wednesday.. 9.11pm