aiks

this week exam lu. not so happy nerhh. this few day i feel lik die-ing. my life start to be meaningless. mi n steph de relationship goin further n further. miles away. tht dae steph ask mi did i chat wip pook but i sae no n angry him. she kip on force mi to sae but i kip on sae nth. haix. den she scold mi damn n sae vv fo lan guan. i ask her tht i make her angry mou den yau sae no. den she kip on force to sae y i angry pook den i sae nth n she scold mi deng. haix. i got nth to sae n i didnt scold her bck even a foul words. haix. ytd i realise tht pook still love his ex. i repli which is turth. i dunnoe wat to do. he sae y i put him in featured so last n down but den he didnt put mi but he put tht teo woon hwan! he qualified to sae mi? i hate him. i realise tht im da most stupid n naive. haix. reli hurt erk. haix. den todae steph angry mi. i dunnoe wat i have done. maybe i break our promise gua. i promise her tht i will go fer french class but at last i didnt go. wen i reach skul i go to dataran thru canteen n i saw joanne den she pull mi go to their table. i saw steph no reaction c-ing mi. mostly wen i reach skul she will vv happy. haix. den she didnt tok to mi. i dunnoe wat to do so they was drinking n chatting so happily. i dun wan to disturb so i walk away. haix. actualli i reli sad in da heart. so i quietly walk to dataran n study geo. i sit alone n study. steph didnt k mi. she didnt even tok to mi n just co mi sit wip her but i dun wan den she lik vv angry. haix. den in class oni sae to mi' che yan, got bring class moni mou' i just ans no n turn bck. afta da sivik test. i vv sad!!!!!! vvvvvv sad!! so i cried. i cried 3 times. i didnt go fer recess n just sit at da datAran n study geo. feel lik suicide.i sat alone in dataran. vv pain erk my heart. lik a knife stab to my heart. heart breaks into pieces n flew away. waiting ppl to take it bck to mi. now im watching n tvb drama 'the seventh day' a vv nice drama. the gurl n the boii love each rthe vv much but the gal got kanser so she decide to break wip the boi caz she dun wan her bf to sad caz of her. haix. vv romantic................................................