desprately

ytd was my worst of all.i nvr blv wat wud happen.steph n him couple liao.he dun love mi nemore i stil cn acpt n even find gf i oso cn acpt but y mz be my most best fren? whhhhyyyyy???????i started to regret tht y i intro em each rthe.n if i din intro em,tz wud not hpn. i noe i sae thz thing is tooo over late but i reli wan to let out my feeling ryte now. i force her to tell wen sc den she sae w8 til go bck class so i kip on force her but i muz promise her tht i dun angry her.i noe its not tht simple.i started to get vv crious n sked tht time but i reli wan tuh noe wat she wan to tell mi. so wen maths v reach class.tek books cum out n i ask her wat she wan to tell.sho co mi to guess.she wrote on da paper.'mi n ----........' den she sae his sir name got 4words oni.den i sae pook?she sae yes n act nth has happen.i ask wat happen? she sae. u noe gea.dun wan tell la. i kip on force her agen. den she sae c infront n e bhind. i reli totally heart break tht time. i feel lik dying n wanted to cry but i jz kip it in my heart n did let it out. my heart beat damn fast. i act lik nth n concentrate on maths quiz. wen malay ppl pray n teacher go liao i reli cant tek it anymore. i started to cry n steph feel vv guilty n hold my hand den draw a heart broken on it =