I'm so dead =\

Oh my,Gross. I'm so dead. Teacher gonna kill me soon. Steph just told me that pn.chelvi and pn.vanitha was searching for me. Oh my.... And pn.chelvi want us [me and steph] to go to school tomorrow. And it's a MUST wei. Steph is not gonna go to school tomorrow and so do I but next week how leh? Only one word to describe, DIE! I'm gonna beg my mum or whatever to allow me not going to school next week. Really hope that my mum allow me to. Haihh~ How now? Really can die jor. Today gonna dig a hole for my grave. Grrr~

Yesterday gong gong was admitted to the hosp o. SOBS! And morning that time, me and my mum went to the cemetery to pray my eldest uncle (: 2 of my uncles also came. So when they were sitting and talk. Guess what? They gossip bout gong gong wei. I was blured actually. I just hear what they said. They were like complain sesama diri. Haha! Cause my gong gong very ma farn de wei and that its a FACT. He just never care bout people. Whenever he wants to go out, he wants my uncles or my mum to be there right on time. Does he think that they need to work to? And somtimes not free. So they were like keep on gossip. Me no offense. *laughs*Too bad gong gong most sayang me.bwahahahaha! my 2nd smallest uncle[poh fong] had quarrel with gong gong so when gong gong was admitted to the hospital. uncle poh fong did not visit him. He was like purposely hint something that he wants him to come. Now he admitted to the ICU (Intensive Care Unit). *sighs* At first he was at the emergency there de. Waited for an hour. My bro keep on playing PSP. HAHAHA! and I'm smsing. Waseh. What a bad grandchildren. LOLS! Actually gong gong very alone since popo leave us. gong gong stay alone at buntong which quite far from us. So always call marmie to go there help him mop floor and etc. And always find marmie. I knew he was alone cause before popo leave us, he wasn't like always call marmie go help him do things then always call us. But too bad when popo still here that time,gong gong always beat her. Pity popo. She is a good grandmother and mother. I miss her so much. Yesterday when gong gong was in ICU, I remembered back when popo died in there and I cried. Aiks! She leave us last yr on the 8th day of chinese new year. That time she was admitted to hospital [pantai putri]. At first I thought she would be fine and I still remember that I was talking on the phone with geen na. I told her that she gonna be fine but...she just leave us. I MISS MY POPO T__T [honestly I'm crying when writting this]