i want him

what i want its only him.
i don't know i should hate him or what.
but what i know it's i love him deeply although it's just a very short time.
i cried few hours for it.
i really don't want to, but when I think of it..
i can't stand anymore.
am i too soft hearted or just foolish?
his apology couldn't recover anything of it.
does his know?

抱歉...
其实我是最坏的...
不要对我有期望...
我现在很累很烦很乱...
今天开始...
我会把你当妹妹一样地疼爱...
抱歉...
很抱歉...
答应你的没做到...
不要为我难过了...
不值得...
如果知道会像今天这样...
我根本不想开始...
我不懂该说什么了...
不要哭了好吗...
你的眼泪要收起来...
我不值得你让他流出来..
好了...
我休息了......

that's what he left before he leave me.
i tried many things to make myself not to think of it
but i really cant.
could anyone get me out of this?
that pain kills me.
i feel like dying.
could anyone KILL ME?
what can i do to make me feel better?

losting him it's the toughest thing ever.

I've regret that I did not cherish him.

his smiles, mean everything.

l0ve ish n0rt b0ut finding s0me0ne y0u cann live with__
budd findin s0meone y0u cant live with0ut.