Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Friends. M&Ms

Okay. I'm gonna start with this topic and I think it'll be long one ;p
Friends. M&Ms.

So yep. There it goes. M&Ms. Regarding to this special person.
Someone who meant so much to me. She's precious and important.
You've no idea how much I missed her and what we've gone thru.
We used to be really close. Really really really. You can't imagine that.
Some might thought we were lesbo? Laughed out loud. We don't care.
Those obstacles we been through were the best moments ever.
She gave me the hardest and deepest memories that no one could.
Laughter, sorrow, pain, tears do occurs between us.
Yep, we did it. We did work it out together as we are sisters now.
We might not talk like we used to be. We can't meet that often too.
We were far far farrr apart. Distance are fading us away.
But our heart never apart. And I never fail missing her.
She left for one and half year. Between these time,
we met a lots of friends. And a lot of people and such.
But I realised that no one could replace her and no one gonna replace her.
None of them could gave me like how she did.
Those strong friendship feeling between us is just unstoppable.
We do have the same thought. The same idea of thinking.
We do like the same stuffs. Some particular things.
Throughout these far apart moments, we meet new friends.
We had fun with our new friends. Till we even didn't contact.
But this strengthen our friendship and we learn how to cherish.
We started to grow up and walk on our journey of life,
but you always gave me the best support I ever need.
You were there catching me whenever I gonna falls.
You scolded me when I need it. You gave advises which made me up.
You taught me a lot of stuffs. How to grow up, be tough.
I know I never make the wrong friend. Yes you are.
No one could understand me like how you did.
I believe you are the one .. Stephanie Wang Si Jin.

Next chapter, friends :)
Everyone is keep persuading me to talk back to her.
They even questioned me, do I wish to talk back to her once again?
Honestly, YES. YES YES YES and YES. I do wish to.
But I don't know if I got the chance to. Idk what she's thinking.
And I don't know what does she want.
Throughout the year, she is the one who accompany me.
We laughed and cried together too.
But now, we didn't manage to workout those problem.
And for serious, I do miss you. I really do.
If you wish to talk to me and you're not willing to take the first step,
so let me take the first step. I'll put away my dignity and talk to you.
I really don't wish to lost such a friend like you. I really DON'T.
You maybe think that I'm trying to get people's attention here,
trying to act innocent. Trying to be hypocrite or sarcastic.
But I want to tell you that you are wrong. You want to think so,
it's all up to you and everything is in your hand.


And I love my friends.
StephWang.
YukiLee.
JoanneWooi.
Sherlyne.

Good lucks to those who are sitting for the examinations.
And may god bless me too !

Seni tomorrow. IDK what to draw. Ohh, great -.-
Just wish me luck. Die hard. Amen.


Within you, I lost myself. Without you, I wanting to lose myself again.

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