CY KHOO

Was away for sometime due to computer broke down. Pftt.

School reopen and I miss holidays. I hope there will be time machine.

I wanna rewind to the time I spent with my friends and HIM.

School reopen and everything back to normal. Schooling everyday. Bored !

I get back my results and brought me down upon disappointment. Sighs.

I'd told myself to work harder for the Trial. And I do put my efforts on this exam.

But I don't think it's enough. Gotta work double harder D:

Today in school was okay. I mean compare to previous one.

I'd been sleeping the whole day for the first and second day school reopens.

Yesterday Yarminee was disturbing me. She tickled me every minute.

But I felt asleep for the last fifteen minutes before school dismiss. Hahah.

What a cooling day today. I didn't really sleep much and spent time on reading.

Munch on the piece of chocolate covered marshmallow with orange filling.

And read some articles on the newspaper. Aww. It's like haven to me.

Windy day. Hahahaha. I read my story book that I brought to school.

Fall asleep after reading 20 pages. -.-

I really did tried my best to talk back to you once again. But you refuses.

I've been struggling for this matter for sometime and finally I gave up.

I know I should take the initiative to talk back to you, but you didn't want it.

Not that I have new life and I got new friends and I'm gonna forget you.

I still treat you as my friend in the bottom and you'll never knows.

For times, I tried to make myself happier. Cos I lose you. I know I have to move on.

But it doesn't mean I don't care bout our friendship. I really do.

I don't know how you feel to me. But I want you to know how I feel.

Whenever peoples mentioned bout me in front of you, you gone mad.

I didn't know you hated me that much. And I was seriously hurt.

Till now, I still cry for your ignorance. I don't know why. Cos you meant so much to me.

I know the main reason that made you mad of me is b'cos of him. But I told you once.

Let me remind you. I told you once that I rather to dump him than losing you.

By that time, you seems to be okay with it. So I continue to be with him.

If I'd hurt you badly and harsh your feelings, once again, I'm sorry.

I remember you sent to the Geo answers. I felt numb when your name appears once again.

I wanted to reply you. But I don't know whether I should or not. I stared at my phone.

I didn't reply you, it was my biggest mistake. But on that day, something happened.

It doesn't involves me. And I think that matter makes you feel more uneasy.

Perhaps, this is fate that there's resistance between us. And a lot of things are unpredictable.

And once. I texted you. Without noticing, you thought it was forward message. You deleted.

You didn't get to read what I wrote at the bottom. But it's past. I doesn't matter anymore.

Just that I'm really sorry. And I still want you as my friend once again ..

What goes around comes around.

No matter what I do, where am I, I'd know I'm not alone.