CY KHOO

I hate today. I don't know why. I just felt so dull and alone.

I don't feel like talking to anyone. I try texting Steph. But I can't get any replies from her.

PMR is just so near. I didn't even bother to take a look at my book. Sigh.

My eyes was like glued on the tv screen and butt sticked on the sofa.

I was totally out of mood. I just realize no one I could talk to when I need it.

I thought there is someone for me as always. But NO. Sigh.

Until just now. I called Steph. She didn't pick up the call and miss call me back.

I called her back and asked her where she is. She told me she's in her friend's house.

And I don't know why my tears started to flow. I hid myself under the pillow.

I don't know why I became so vulnerable. I just feel that I don't belong here.

I built so many walls to protect myself from being harm since you left. :(