Pmr is over !

Yea. Pmr is officially over. Like 6 days ago. Well, apparently I don't feel happy at all. And I cried out so loud on that day when I got home. That's the first time in my entire life that I cried infront of my mom. Sigh. I have no idea what happened to me. Hmm. Grandpa passed away. Though, no hard feelings, but I still miss him. At least I don't feel any fear at home anymore. So yea, rest in peace. Hmm. I miss the feeling of study. I miss the week where I woke up 4am in the morning like everyday for one week with Steph. I miss those moment where we woke up each other and keep remind each other to study. Although we're like almost thousand of kilometres away, but I can just feel that she's just right beside me. Although we just contact thru phone, but we're doing the same thing together. Like study, bath and such. Well, distance is not a matter. And this term of exam strengthen our relations. There's lots of laughter. Even talked on the phone with her like 4 hours continuously. And webcam. All sorts of things. She taught me how to peel orange, yea. I don't know how to peel an orange. It's funny. Lol. I just can't describe with words that how much this girl meant to me. She totally inspired me. If there is by chance, I hope time can rewind back to the exam week.

15/10/10 is the day where is my last day of school for 2010. It's bored. But I still cherish the time with my friends. I hugged them before I left, it makes me feel like crying. Sigh. Well, friends, please do take care and update me. I felt sorry for yarminee cause I really couldn't make it to her house. I'm so sorry my dear. You're my close friend whenever I need it. We never argue and you never hurt me in any way. You always stand right beside me cause you're always ready to catch me whenever i'm about to fall. Thank you so much for the companion. Vivian, please take care. I don't want to hear you crying anymore. Be tough. I want you to hang the smile on your face. I don't mind you calling me in the dead of night and it wakes me up. Don't hesitate, just grab your cell phone and ring me up. I'll always be there.
Sherlyne, I don't know why our friendship gone far apart. You might thought that I mix back with them, and i'll completely forget bout you. It's not. I feel so bad when you never talk to me bout your stuffs. Even you had a new boy or what, I never know. When I try to text you, I get cold replies. Sigh. Whatever is it. We couldn't meet until school reopens. I still remember the moment where you slept over in my place and we went to the playground. We walked to jusco. And lots of stuffs. I always remember that you used to be right here beside me. Thank you. Everyone seems to be walking out from my door. I'm losing friendships. And soon, i'll be left out.

Time to hit the mall with Eileen. Last day of outing ♥



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