misunderstanding!!

recently many things had happen to me..!!

i lost my god sis 'cheah pui yan'.. i tink im too selfish.. owezz tink abt my self oni.. i feel very guilty on it but i still hate her caz owezz help rthes rather den her god sis.. i feel totally upset on it.. although our relationship isn't so long.. is abt half year but i lurve her very much.. i reli dun wanna tiz happen to me again o anymore.. caz i reli lurve all my god sis n bro..!!!

i lost my best fren'shann & mun yee'. all the things r related.. mun yee n i r not longer frenz caz of love.. she luv my bf n angry me. im da one hu should angry but den is her.. is not rite... i still rnb on the day she not frending me .. is on the 1st of UPSR!! 3rd of september..she not frenging me n so do i n she decided to join a gang which is sumkind of gangster in my skul so she start to be very notti n even hate me more.. the group has a few gurl tht is joey the leader of the group n she is my fren since std.1 n i cant blieff tht she would be lik tiz.. den got a few of their gang 'suet mun,angel,winnie,chak,stephanie..after UPSR our teacher seperate us into 8 groups n i was absent on tht day so didnt noe tht i in mun yee n her gang de group till my fren gina fon me up n told me.. i reli dun wan to together wid em caz i dun reli wan any arguement anymore.. after a month our relationship start to be better caz of sitting in a group n should group work.. after i didnt go to skul a week.. she start to gosip n insult abt me.. she misunderstood tht i luv wai mun which is her sis de bf.. wai mun is my god bro.. i luv him last time n she tot tht i still luv him!! so she start to suspicious on me.. n my fren told me tht mun yee is quite hate me so i oso dun bother her caz in my heart hoon mun yee is death n she is not my fren anymore..!! so on the day of farewell party she call her fren to pretend as wanted to use my fon to take pic but the main reason is wanted check my sms inbox n c wheather got wai mun de sms anot.. so she not yet check on it our teacher saud tht v can take our food n eat so she called her fren to keep my fon 1st.. after while i feel sumting n wanted bck my fon so they give bck me.. after eating v take pic together n even wid hoon mun yee... mun yee called his cousin seng hoo which stay near by to take her a digital camera.. after taking mun yee take my pic n edit it.. my fren saw it n told me so i start to be very angry.. den her fren took my fon n play actualli they wan chack my inbox but i saw em doing sumting n go to em n ask wat r u doin wid my fon they wanted to close my inbox but too late tht i saw it liao den v start argue n drop my fon on the floor.. they didnt even say sorry!

so they quickly go away.. after goin bck i edit mun yee pic n put it on my msn.. her fren 'angel' saw it n told mun yee.. mun yee take no action caz she oso edit my pic.. so on the next monday her gang leader didnt come n mun yee start to action n owezz talk to my fren shann not to fren me but shann did not promise her till after recess gina n shann sit together n start chatting while i sit bck on my place chat wid suet mun hu owezz chat wid me n help me.. so mun yee dun bother me n go to shann place n start gosip abt me in her gang except winnie n suet mun.. they owezz keep secret n shann n gina tot tht i gosip abt em.. so they oso follow mun yee n not to fren me anymore.. i didnt noe tht dun fren me till mun yee finish gosip abt me n bck to her sit which is beside me.. shann n gina act weird n frm tht time i noe tht they dun fren me caz they dun talk to me anymore.. n sit beside mun yee lik mun yee is the queen.. so i oso dun wan sit wid em n move my place to suet mun n winnie de place.. shann write n small note to me n ask me r u mad?? so i reply her angrily n wrote 'so..? WTF' den winnie saw the small note n she fell sorry to me n decided to help me n she wrote on the note sumting den mun yee saw i write WTF n she oso wrote some bad words on the small note n our war begin!

v keep on fighting on a peice of paper till mun yee fade up n she dun wan to reply anymore.. so she go behind n call an indian gurl call me go behind n i knew tht im gonna fite wid her so i walk behind n feel little bit of sked n dunnoe wat will happen next..!! so wen i reach thr mun yee was talking to her fren n dun bother me.. so i wait her till she finish her chatting.. i wait fer 10 minutes n dun wan to wait anymore so winnie call me to go bck..wen i was gonna to go bck mun yee say hold on n laugh.. her fren sofea which is pro on saying bad words ask her wat u wan to scold me.. mun yee laughing face turned to be very feirce n scold me y i muz so bc bodi.. n ask me izit i luv wai mun? n i scold bck her.. how abt u.. very good mehh? owezz taking my frenz.. den i very angry n start to go closer to her n push her den she say oi dun push me i tell u!! n juz now u said WTF.. den i oso say u oso said bad word la.. winnie start to angry n scold her tht WTF doesnt mean is 'wat the fuck' n it mean a brand.. mun yee reply bck n say dun tink tht im stupid la.. wer got WTF tis brand n even u ask a stupid man oso noe is a bad words la.. n summore she is jlous tht im pretteir den her.. den suddenly our teacher say sumting n call us to come bck infront so our fite ended n while walking towards infront mun yee scold me sofly n say i owezz act cute n owezz get pityness..!! from tht words i hate her n reli wan to cry but i control myself tht not to.. so go bck to hse n was very angry n wrote sumting bad abt mun yee on my frenster profile.. till at nite i told my mum wat had happen to me n i cried.. my mum didnt give me advise but scolded me!! i feel damn hurt caz my mum scold me tht fren r owezz no.1 in my heart but family is owezz the last.. mean fren r more important den family in my heart but actualli im not, im juz feel upset..

so i decided not to go to skul fer a few days..

after a few days..

i went to skul n everything seem to be diff..!!

winnie is not helping me nymore n lik follow mun yee.. so she ask me tht did i edit her pic so i say tht she oso did it.. but winnie dun trust me! haixx~ so she call mun yee n ask her tht did she edit my pic.. mun yee lik acting dunnoe n say no.. den she ask angel wat is edit..? so angel told her wat is edit den she got n say delete liao but actualli i relli dunnoe tht she got delete anot so say i oso delete liao..! den the whole day ntg happen n i was alone caz no frenz..!! *so lonely*..

haixx~

so damn hurt!! n reli dunnoe wat to do!! CAN ANYONE HELP ME!!?? till got open house in my skul chiu nie accompany me which is my best fren ever.. she ask y mun yee,shann n gina is not frending me?so i told her wat had happen.. so she is the one hu fren me n her group.. but i reli cant blief tht a fren which noe her fer 6 years oso will betray u!! all oso happen wid a misunderstand!!

after a week, shann did not go to skul fer a few days n oni gina came.. mun yee abadon her.. caz mun yee dun reli lik gina..!! on tht day is oso the day of pendaftaran ke MGS.. those ppl hu daftar liao can go bck home but mun yee's group did not go bck home n stay at skul hide in the last class.. wid wai mun.. i noe tht wai mun is here but i dun wan to say hi to him caz mun yee would jlous on it so i dun bother him.. after recess we muz line up at the badminton court but mun yee n her gang dun wan to come put n hide inside the class.. teacher call prefect to call em put but they scold bck the prefect so teacher take action to go in n call them go out.. all the MGS gurl quickly run bck to MGS n mun yee's gang seperate n run bck to badminton court.. teacher very angry punish them wid 'public canning'.. gina saw tem been cane n feel very guilty following them but luckily she didnt not get cane caz she decided not to fren mun yee anymore n start talking to me.. tht time oni i noe tht she misunderstand tht i gosip n insult her n dun fren me!! n i feel not so lonely liao.. but shann...........i reli dunnoe caz she was absent n she is a shy gurl.. so i oso tot tht i edi lost a fren.. haixx..

all r real n not a story!! real true story!!