sad

y larhh?
y i hab to suffer? i reli love my gor la.. i can even die fer him! i love him soo soo soo much! haiz.. he hab to suffer n sad on his ex gf de prob.. he kip on kip in da heart.. each time tok n chat wip tht gerl she jau no mood n off.. haih.. ytd he jau sae wan to 4get everyting include mi. haih.. i was so sad tht time n cant hold my tears liao.. i was so hurt tht time! haih.. he reli treats mii vv gud n i reli apperciate it! but recently sum kind of strange feeling.. lik our realtionship go miles away.. weird.. todae vv no mood.. wen he on9 i vv happy but once v chat i jau no mood jor.. dunnoe y.. haih.. but my love to gor will nvr gone! haih.. reli suffer in it! haih.. todae im lik losting all my relationship.. sheng long gor jau ask mii i love him more o bf.. i reli cant ans arhh.. wen i go to skul he call mi so didnt ans den yau angry.. isnt it too sensitif.. hate it!!!!! if reli happens again to mii in which gor oso i will end up all da relationship! all my gor,jie,mei o di! i swear i will! im too suffer in it! anoder gor jau vv emo ! hate hate hate hate hate hate!!!! ARGH!! i feel lik i wan to suicide n die oni.. no more worry.. i hope i can leave tiz world.. useless de mii.. hate myself.. i reli wan to die.. hu can kill mii? haih..