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less online cause exam and WATCH TV! gosh. I'm obsess of watching tv. currently watching 'the four' and 'last one standing'. what a nice show huh? LOLS! yesterday night something happen. about 10 something my god mom 'xiao hui, joanne's sister' rang me up. i didn't know she called me. i suddenly press answer and i was like kinda blur. she told me that she have some relation with steph, i know it would be god sister and those. i was steady but don't know why cry. kinda ridiculous. i was HURT, but what can i do? i can do NOTHING! i scolded steph by using foul language 'nia mahai' cause that time i was too angry and keep on crying. my body starts to shiver and i don't know why i will shiver till i really cant control. it happens few times before actually. suddenly feel very very cold so i took a sweater and wore it. and then me and steph was quarreling while I'm really shivering. my heart really pain, it was like hundreds of knife stabbing in it. i do cherish her but why she treat me so? so say i did the same to her to! cause she is the one who likes chun first. but chun loves me and choose me. WHAT CAN I DO?! she say she respect chun's decision, if she really do respect, she wouldn't treat me by this way. she say she WILL snatch as long as she could. so i was like 'go ahead'. if you really success, so take it! she told me that cary want to break with me when with her and cary who want her be her mui. today i asked cary. she told me that there is no such thing le please! steph was the one who call cary as jie first and cary never think of break with me. she kinda good at making story huh? and she ALSO say xiao hui didn't want to tell me. but its BEFORE THAT! she was too naive la. I'm disappointed on her. if she really could snatch chun from me, and success. i will let chun go and let em together.