SWSJ

you might don't even feel sorry. but I really do hurts.

I mean when I saw how much you love carmen.

I admit that I'm sensitive. but I don't want to, I really do.

I got my friends. but everytime I talk to them.

it really reminds me of you kay. I always mention bout you.

but not that often. cause it might too desperate or what so ever.

okay. I'm happy although you're not by my side.

not as how we used to be. but I do thinks bout you.

ALL THE TIME.

but you're happy WITHOUT ME. sighs.

nothing I could do kay.

I hopes to spend as much time as I can when you came back.

but you have your own friends. I mean. you come back.

tons of people knows that. or even earlier than me.

I thought I could talk non stop to you when I met you.

but we're lack of topics. don't know what to say. sighs.

fine. it's not your fault. MY FAULT kay?

I don't feel like argue with you anymore.

cause I don't want our relationship become worst.

sighs. I don't want to lose you kay.

but since you found the one you hearts.

it's okay. no matter what. I hearts you.

that's all. sorry.

-swsj