Saturday, December 11, 2010

Check up yesterday. The healing condition is not good as expected.
I'm just so afraid that I've got to do it again. Seriously , I don't want to.
I just had enough with it. No, I don't want to go back to that place.
I just gotta pray hard. And yeah , Fuck my life.

Only slept for one hour the whole night.
I enjoyed our heart-to-heart session. It upsets us , but at last we solved everything.
Hopes there's nothing hiding between us.

Gastric now. Dang !
Yesterday in hosp , unknown auntie came and talked to me and mom.
She asked 'Both sisters ?' . I was totally speechless.
So , I look too old or my mom look too young ?
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Aiya Captain ! I can't hear you .. Ohhh !
Who live in the pineapple under the sea ?
Spongebob Squarepants !
[ I love this. My fiancée's ringtone. ]


幼稚点说,拥有你是最大的福气。其实我什么都不需要,只有你在我身边就已经很足够。
虽然你不能经常陪着我,但是不懂怎么了这几天你陪我的时间比以前更多。
我是感觉到你是在为我而改变。虽然分别不大但已经可以令我很开心。
我知是需要时间。其实我不懂可不可以忍让和撑下去。但是,我应该对你有信心。
我没什么要求,只能够维持到这样的生活还有这段感情,我就已经很满足。
有时候我觉得我配不起你。可能我做得不够好。
我只想你知道其实我很爱你。


Pardon me for my poor Chinese.
I just want to be in a committed relation with him.

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