confused..what should i do?

haihh~ today again didnt go to school and stay at home writting this cause of boredom.i thought i'll be ok if i dont think of him anymore but i really cant.i really missing him.i really hope i can forget him as soon as possible.i really love him.i swear i really do.day by day i was missing him.i really wanted to say that i stil in love with him wen i sawed him online in his msn.but i really cant.i dont think so i can talk to him nymore. aihh~what can i do is only still loving him n cant do anything else.his trial is coming soon so i really dont wanna to disturb him. nevermind larh.i wil try my very best to forget him and let him go but i wil still love him. i love you bryan =]