ytd mi n steph tingie

aiihhh~ i aso dunnoe wat did i do weh.lik mcm blur blur.nvr tink of the conclusion wud be mi din tok to gina n steph ady.but i did bck wat i shud do is everydae afta skul accompany steph go office to put the buku ponteng.its was lik kinda awkward,v din tok since recess.on the way walk to the gate afta dismiss n to office,its was lik i walking to the air.v din tok.she walking infrnt n im following at bhd.den i fell down,she din even k. aihh~ maybe i fate to alone lerh. not qualified to hav fren n even lover.found out tht,if a person not happy is not cry o wateva but its write it out.i just wanna let my feeling out but i dun tink any1 wil und it. bein betray these feeling is so much suffering.do any1 noe hw its feel? i was tinking to tell her how i feel n wan her to und hw sufferin is tz feeling.i care fer her feeling thts is whhy i patience til ytd oni tel it out.but did she tink of my feeling b4? i noe she wud hate mi cz she tot im the 1 hu made pook n her break but i reli din.i noe no matter wat i sae she wun trust.but i reli din.pook was the 1 hu wanna break wv her n its totally none of my business.if she n pook dun hav any probs,if i sae anyting bad abt steph,it wun effect cz true love trust each rtha but steph was too cold to him n it made him tink so.so the prob its wv steph too. i dun tink so tht steph wil guilty fer wat she done n as in she is 100% correct n nvr wrong. i noe i wud had lost tz best fren but i tink v be normal fren wud be beta fer us.too close,i dun tink its the best. so its totally the time fer mi to let go. n sae buh bye.