am i wrong? august,worst month ever in whole year

am i really wrong huh?? wat did i do?whhy the 1 hu betray mi cn sty so happily n why i cant? whhy is so unfair? whhy im so IMPERFECT? hate myself so damn freaking much! everyting not gud jz happenin to mi. on 1st aug edi not gud things hpn.cary n mi derh tingie.den saturday cn be sae beta jr dit cz go out wv chiu nie n tht bitch[steph]. den sunday n monday nth hpn.but ytd reli was my worst dae.afternoon friendship prob n nite broke up wv bryan.damn love him.aihh~but nth cn du. den tdy leg kena cement.damn!