uh-huh..? whhy mz hv tz feeling agn wor? hate it

bein sor poh agn..hav been cheated all time? aihh~ few days ago cary promise mi to tell mi smtg.i was kinda nervous n its giving mi bad feeling abt it.i tink its tht feeling agn.losting the 1 i heart the most.as wat i expected.fridae nite i've been waited cary fer few hours to on9 but she kip on bc til 10+..here my nitemare begins.. wen she started to tell mi abt it,i cant stand it.my tears agn running down lur.haiyorr..agn cry ar.sobxz.she told mi tht she n steph vv close n start wv chtin in the msn n then exchg hp num.everydae sms n b4 slp aso sms.n sae those ting lik [miss you.tink of u n bla bla bla]whhy mi as her GOD SIS aso dun hab? i was lik WTF wen she told mi abt it. den she told mi the pink colour teddy bear keychain aso steph gave her.i was flashing bek.pink colour teddy?owh.its the 1 which my 1st outing wv cary.her bag was hanging a pink teddy.i was lik nth cn sae edi.they edi mit each rtha b4 mi.wahsai! n nid to act infrnt of mi tht they dunnoe each rtha,haijorr..speechless.as in steph vv gud til wun fite wv cary wor. everytime i argue wv cary aso bcz she sendiri cari pasai n cari gaduh.she tink mi wan to argue wv her gah? always sae mi xiao hui ting.n jlz larh.n bla bla bla.den did she tink of i din jlz b4 she n steph? she even more close wv steph than mi n xiao hui lar.nvr tink of it.