Life

Isn't it is so fascinating to see time flies and you don't realized how fast is it ?

Well , you'll never know.

It's the 32nd day in here. Everyday I'm still praying hard and ask when will I be discharge?

I think I will pass out of excitement if the doctor says DISCHARGE this word.

And I think I'm the longest patient in here.

There's one patient here , a Malay woman. Stayed for a week and discharged.

Her reaction and the way she speak at that moment is still clear in my mind.

She said out loud 'Dah boleh keluar !'

Let's see. I'll shout louder than her when I discharge. Just wait. :P

Today , I was told by a nurse in charge that I might discharge on next Wednesday.

Oh my gosh. I just can't tell you how happy I felt. I just can't describe it with words.

Though, there are big chances that it's not true. But let me happy for a lil moment is enough.

In this place , I think I've learnt a lot of things. I met a lot of people.

I always ask Why am I the unlucky one ? Why I'm born like this ?

Why why why. A lot of question marks in my head spinning round and round.

I know , there's a lot of people who don't the feel pain like I felt.

But in here, I saw a lot of peoples who are much in pain.

Heartfelt sympathies. The girl next to my bed , who is same age as mine.

I was been told that she fell off from the slide and this changed her whole life.

She injured her spine and now she lost the ability to move. Whole body paralyzed.

I saw her tears rolled down and her mom wiped it away. I felt so bad.

I seriously hope that I can do something to make her feel better but I can't.

I ought to talk to her but I seems unwelcome. I only seen them sliding off the curtains.

Just imagine if you were her. All of sudden , your body paralyzed.

You could't move. Every single thing have to depend on others. Just imagine that.

And I realized that I should be happy for what I'm having now.

I shouldn't blame anyone and keep asking why. I should be happy for what I got.

How blessed are some people, whose lives with no fear and no dread.